I have to admit, I avoided any news these two weeks, just peaked today here, and almost grabbed that last cig I have, when seeing system posting about something lol.
Anyways, I had some help, got some viral pneumonia with high fever, otherwise I think I would not be able to do it... first 5 days, not sure if was the fever or some side effect, bc I was seeing things, going trough some portals and other weird shit.
But I just want to let you know you all you niggerfaggots and nice ladies here, that if I did it, it CAN be done.
Because I tried before, and it was mission impossible, I could hurt probably anyone stopping me, I was like some junkie even after one day. This time it all went smooth, maybe because I was literally not eating for few days either.
The best thing is this freedom.
I forgot how this feels, freedom. Not to worry for the next day. Health is way beyond freedom, I was smoking about 15-17 per day, didn't affect me physically yet.
So, yeah. I'm happy. :) Still a bit sick from pneumonia, and I'm afraid to risk to get too excited about some politics, and wanting to light one again... but I'll be back here for sure.
If you quit smoking too and have some advice for me, I'll be happy to read it. I know 14 days is almost nothing, but I have true will this time. And just enough hate too, I figured why I started with cigs in first place, was this my shitty narcisstic family, and actually it is a miracle I'm even alive with ppl like that in your childhood. But who cares now.
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