Upgoat - "where a goat can be a goat"

I need some advice and you seem about the only person that will give me a honest answer. I got 2 checks under my belt and got out of the mission and back into a hotel within walking distance of work. We only worked a half day due to rain on saturday .so with a wallet full and 2 days off I drank quite a few beers same thing on sunday maybe even more because I got a good start when I woke up and drank all day.I made it to work early on monday after the saftey meeting my boss asked if i felt ok and I told him no I ate some bad leftovers and had a stomach ach .He said if you need to leave its ok rain was comming at about 11am that day and we would probley only work a half day.so I left.
tuesday came and I called in and said that I needed more time off work.They said NO PPROBLEM we got you coverd Its another rain day On wendsday they were spraying waterproofing on the lower levels and told me to make shure I got the big fans out and placed where needed to keep fumes down. My boss saw me leaning on the wall and came over to ask if I was OK i told him I just needed to catch my breath and he walked away about 10 min later the boss and safty manager were walking by and I was still there I told them I still couldnt catch my breath and was dizzy they asked if I wanted them to call ems and I said no after a minute or two they said they would take me by car. While waiting my coworker asked me are you going through withdrawls from alcohol and I told him yes.
He said thanks for being honest while at the hospital I told them both that since I was going to be there for a few days that I needed to get my stuff out of the hotel because my week was up and they would put my stuff to the curb at 11am sharp. They went and got my stuff and took it to (coworkers house)the next day before it would have been removed he came to the hospital the next day and told me they got my stuff dont worry about it.I talked to the site supertendent And he told me due what ever I have to but come BACK.we had thought that it would be a 10 day detox but it only lasted 4 so I went to coworkers house to stay till I could find a halfwayhouse to move into after having trouble finding a place that would take me with no insurence I was put on a list and told it would be 14 days till I got in.
I called the super and asked him If it was OK if I stayed at Xxx house and worked his hours till I got into the halfwayhouse and he said PERFECT later that day A house called and said that they could get me in the next day but there was a catch . I had to work with 1 of 5 different companies for them for 30 days before I could get my own job they drove people to work picked them up and brought them back to the halfway house. Xxxx was keeping the company informed of all the events as they unfolded and it was agreed that it was best for Xxxx if he worked the program by thier rules and after 30 days he would go back to Company Name but they knew that I had plans to stay at the house for 60 to 90 days before I even thought of being on my own again.Talking with Xx and Yy and Zz the people that got me this job it was unanamus the I was making the right choices everyone was happy with me com[pany wise...
I have been going to two meetings a day and two 1 hour small group meetings at the halfway house since I got here .
I lost my wallet about a month ago I got my drivers licence right away so I had id to get into the house they said that they would help/take me to the ss place to get my ss card so I could go to work for 1 of the 5 companies they dragged thier feet for a week and I got on thier case more then once cause I wasnt working and they were still charging me program fees/room and board etc I finally got my ss stuff and was going to work for one of thier companies for min wage. I was ok with that.
So heres the problem that I have . all of my roommates at the house are young dumb slobs dont know how to clean up after themselfs ,eat my food ,smoke my ciggerets listen to the shit that is so vulger Im sure you know the kind of lyrics that they play nowdays I have to listen to it in the van when we goto meetings in the house when they play thier phones its disgusting'' I found out yesterday that as long as my fees$ were up to date and on a case by case situation they would wave the 30 day rule and I could go back to work for B/G I got the bus scheldule checked times and locations found out that it was very workable to walk 1/4 mile to the bus stop and take a bus that would take me directly to work and get me there by 545 am but I have to get it approved by the program director first I have been waiting for 3 days and finnaly got the ok today but I still have to be here to goto 1 meeting a day. at 430 in the afternoon I know that traffic will be bad so my trip into work will only take 40 min my trip home is unknown I told the director that I would have to make a test run for 2 days to make sure that I could meet thier min 1 meeting a day it will be close if I use uber I can due it but uber cant be more then 10 min late or I will miss van ride to the meeting . I didnt tell anyone from work about this becuse I didnt know if I would get approved or not.

Today at the aa meeting I meet someone that runs a halfway house and every one of his renters is over 50 he wont even rent to a younger person he says that he is right on the bus line and that bus goes directly to my job site too. we exchanged #s i asked him to text me his address so I could find out if its possible to use the bus and make it on time to work. its a halfway house so I still have to make 1 meeting a day just like where im at. but he didnt give me his address to check it out..

Do you think I shoulld move sight unseen Im in a very nice place now but his place is 50$ week cheaper I have to pay $$ right now either way what do you think my best option is

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