Uncle Tim was married to my mom's sister. Between the mid 70's and the late 80's they had seven kids, six girls and one boy, and they lived in Miami. Now something happened in the mid 90's that didn't sit quite right with Tim. I didn't know about this incident until I was much older, and it was relayed to me by another Uncle.
The story goes that his oldest daughter started dating a spade. So Uncle Tim went to my other uncle for some help. Tim's plan was that they kill the nigger and dump his body in a canal. He was an avid collector of guns his whole life, and he was built like a brick shit house. He definitely had the means. My other uncle talked him out of it, so instead Tim bought ten acres of land in north Florida bout an hour from where I live now. I still go past the place sometimes when I take a drive to clear my head.
Tim was one of those "crazy conspiracy theorists". He was the first to get me thinking about all that, specifically the Clinton crime family, ruby ridge, and Waco. It was policy in my family that you never visit unannounced unless you wanted eight rifles pointed at you.
They eventually sold the farm and moved further away from people, wound up in a small town in bum fuck nowhere Kansas. All his daughters married White men from their Latin Catholic Church and had many kids. Shit my one cousin just had her 9th.
Yeah, we all thought he was crazy growing up. He wouldn't let his kids watch anything made by Disney, his daughters all dressed in ankle length skirts, ultra conservative. Turns out Tim had shit all the way figured out.
I don't know why I was thinking about him today, but hindsight is 20/20. That was one based bastard. RIP Uncle Tim, you fuckin earned it.
When I first started going to church, it was a hole in the wall place in the middle of nowhere. We had our fun asking inquisitive questions, talking about White replacement, the lineage of israel in genesis, miscegenation, pedos in woodchippers. There was no limit to how out there a question could lead to an interesting debate. And yet, no one thought of me as some crazed psycho, since they were asking similar questions. Heck my first church is where i learned about the talmud! Now I will say, i know very little about the other religions, so my knowledge form my prior post was very wrong. It doesn't come from me trying to front for the jews, so much as me assuming they are lying, backstabbing assholes and not always knowing how to explain why that is.
And then i came to NYC ... And now im seen as some kind of deranged psycho monster for asking questions. I even had to tone down a lot of the questions i ask since they were considered too provocative. I was asking questions on the lineage between the pharisees and the current day jews. Immediately dismissed with a simple: different people, fuck you, stop asking. They didn't explain HOW this could be, or who the pharisees went on to become. It makes it very confusing when a pastor talks about israel (modern day) and ignores how the Bible mentions multiple tribes of Judah, Israel, Benjamites, etc, But again, the pastors in NYC don't care to explain the delineation of the tribes vs modern day jews.
It honestly feels like i went from loving church to completely hating it. And yet i know its not my faith or my belief system that's the problem. I still have my same faith in God as i did before. But it feels like im no longer compatible with the church. It frustrates me.
Even if sent to the front at gunpoint, at least some men are smart enough to surrender. It's sad how many are choosing pointless dismemberment and death.
Netherlands contestent sassed Israel's -reported asked Israel's girl "Have you ever thought that by being here, you bring risk and danger for other participants and the public?" and her handler said "you don't have to answer that" and the Netherlands contestant Joost threw his flag off his head and asked "why not?".
Shortly after Joost was disqualified from Eurovision for completely unrelated actions - allegedly "threatening" a camera woman who wouldn't get out of his face. Rumours kept going around saying he sexually or physically assaulted her and police had to clarify they investigated and he did not touch her just made a threatening gesture.
Russia is still banned for invading Ukraine so a lot of people including the crowd are pissed that Israel wasn't banned, even more so after the Netherlands was disqualified. Israel kept getting booed during their performances but Eurovision tried to edit some boos out of the broadcast (also some other non constroversal fake crowd noises were obvious in other parts).
The crowd booed the Eurovision jew that announced the disqualification.
Some countries said in protest they wouldn't "call in" to give to give their votes on TV, the one I saw follow through the eurojew had to read out their votes and got booed so had to negotiate with others to come on. Many gave veiled messages against Israel or in support of Palestine when giving their votes.
The host was cold when Israel called in and barely said a word (instead of the usual light banter). Lots of booing.
Israel managed to get a fair few judges votes, and everytime they got a point it was booed.
The phone/text in public votes were clearly rigged as Israel won them but the couldn't get enough judges votes so they lost to Switzerland, which really highlights the European position on the Israel Palestine war.
When the winner went out to perform it looked like they didn't expect him to win (I'm guessing they thought they had secured the rigging for an Israeli victory) as usually they have the set pieces and dancers and and background video etc etc all the same as the original performerance but it was just him.... oh and Ireland's entry was an overtly satanic "witch queen" who gave the winner her crown of thorns (like Jesus's) as he was heading onto the stage and he performed wearing it.